No, but Five’s hair growing white as an effect of the medication,
feeling herself growing more and more twisted and blurry around the edges because the effects are seeping into her brain
Five being so lonely and feeling like there is no purpose for her; there is absolutely no meaning to her life, her whole existence is absolutely meaningless.
And then Nine, nine challenging her, acknowledging her, giving her something to look forward to. This is what it feels like to be alive
And then he leaves her behind and he can’t do that dammit she hasn’t proven herself yet, she hasn’t proved her worth he ran away before they could finish and that’s not fair. Her life can’t go back to meaningless she won’t allow it.
He gave her a tie to the world, he gave her a reason to live. It’s twisted and she’s messed up but he’s the only one who matters.
AND NINE. CALLING OUT TO HER. BECAUSE AS MUCH AS THEY ARE AN ANTAGONISTIC RELATIONSHIP SHE IS STILL ONE OF THEM. SHE STILL SUFFERED TOO. SHE STILL HAD HER CHILDHOOD VIOLENTLY RIPPED AWAY FROM HER. SHE STILL UNDERSTOOD THE PAIN OF HAVING NO FUTURE. HE CRIES OUT TO HER, BECAUSE HER SUFFERING IS HIS OWN
nO ONE LOOK AT ME